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Friday, September 01, 2006
10:56 PM
hais..i am sick and tire of my bloody life..wad can i do??sob..i tried to toke to my parents.. i hint them..bud..they don seem to noe aniting..todae..mahh bro came back home..he caught all the attention..i was left behind..i felt dat i am not a part of their family..i am alone..i am extra..hais..i treid to find frenz to toke to..bud who??who can i actualli toke to??i can't even trust myself..how can i force myself to trust them..hais..everybody saes i am strong..bud in actual..am i?? i cried..did anione saw?? i bleed..will anione cares?? i died..will anione noes???my eyes are swollen..did anione notice??no..not a single one..my heart is crying too..will anione cares?? in sch..i felt extra..6 of them alwaes together..3 of them alwaes together..2 of them alwaes together..wad abt miee??i am the left over..i am the extra..i am the loner..i am invisible..no one notice me..peer presure??self presure??stress??family problems??hais..wads rong wib miee??no one can ever understand miee..wad should i do??or i should sae..wad can i do??

MICHELLE.